Midweek Musings
...from the continuously contemplative mind of Joseph B. Ostrander
Okay readers (if any): may I see a raise of hands out there in the blogosphere from folks that actually read this homespun commentary on most things theological???
Okay…anybody??? Any hands out there I simply cannot recognize due to the substantial internet background clutter blocking my electronic view???
Hmmm…thought so…
Oh well, I had hoped this blog forum would’ve catalyzed some interaction—you know—posting and commentary banter that might enliven and encourage a few brave souls willing to engage in some intellectual exchanges…
If you do happen to land here at this site by accident you may notice the most recent 3 or 4 posts have a very similar theme. I won’t bore you with the details, but a quick perusal of the topics addressed the negative elements of life and how they reflect on the character (or nature) of the God you, dear reader, may claim to worship and have a personal relationship with, or believe in, or put your trust in, etc.
After reading the preceding posts that have culminated in the most recent one I authored, I do wish to clarify what it is I referred to as the discipline, training, or more precisely, the divine ‘pruning’ action that occurs in every saint’s life whether recognized or not…
To be clear, any of the pruning I personally understand as occurring in my life is not the actual negative events that precipitated the resulting spiritual dynamic I refer to as pruning (training). For example, my unfortunate divorce was not a divine pruning action that God orchestrated. He did not ‘prune’ off my former spouse (for whatever reason) as a means to increase my fruitfulness. Nope. He did not ‘prune’ off my heath when I suffered a severe nervous breakdown as a result. He did not prune off my job of 12 years when I was laid off in the Spring of 2011. He did not prune off my 2001 Chevy Tahoe by causing the rollover accident that totaled said vehicle just 5 weeks ago…
I think by now you may note a specific pattern used as personal examples of negative events in my life that could be misunderstood as the spiritual ‘discipline’ (pruning/training) I’ve been alluding to in my most recent postings…
I do believe (this is a personal perspective—not gospel doctrine) that the actual discipline/pruning/training occurs after any severe negative events have been a major disruption to the otherwise recognizable routines of daily life (I don’t believe there is any ‘normal’ element to this life we experience). Such divine training is most effective when it’s embraced by our willful decision to partner with, or participate in, the pruning process the Master Gardener wishes to perform on us…
It's an essential process, albeit a very painful one, that is the main conduit to spiritual transformation. It is, by true definition, a very visceral pruning or training process that runs counter to our fleshly (I imply no sense of condemnation, or disgusting self-loathing, or false dichotomy that physical nature is ‘bad’ and incorporeal spiritual nature is ‘good’) default response I merely categorize as ‘self-preservation’…
It’s mostly fear that keeps us bound up in negative emotional, psychological, spiritual and physical patterns that scripture identifies as the former life, or the sinful (old) nature, or living in the flesh…
Fear (in its various forms) is the greatest spiritual prison system we are being set free of one timid pilgrim's step at a time…
{sigh}
As you may deduce, it’s the negative events of life that can be sources of divine pruning opportunities we can choose to participate in regardless of how much we scream at the top of our lungs during every step in that very visceral process as we stumble along on our own unique personal spiritual journey…
If you made it this far in this thought-provoking, yet uncomfortable consideration, then please…
Think about it…
And then think about it some more…
Amen.